Moving back to DC, after a fabulous month back home in California with my friends and family, has proven to be more of a challenge then I was expecting. Perhaps, it takes being far away from the people and things that you really care about, in order to truly appreciate them. I just wish it didn't have to be that way. Starting over in a new city can always be challenging, it can be difficult to find your footing; to figure out where you truly fit into this new place. The fact that I am currently unemployed and suffering from troubling state of the nation's economy, hasn't made this transition much easier. I am surprised to say this, but I am learning through this adjustment, that although I often wish for more free time, too much of it can be a curse. The anxious feeling that comes with having too much time on ones hands is slowly starting to creep in, and my mind is filled with nervous thoughts about my life and the future. I know all of these feelings will subside once I start working again, so lets hope that happens soon!
Until then, I'm keeping myself busy by curling up in my cozy bed and listening to Neil Young. Loving this song right now!
Goodnight!
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